熱愛903!

很奇怪﹐雖然自己都算是在SYD長大﹐但一直以來﹐我都留有我很HONKIE的一面。我想﹐這可能是因為我在大學畢業以後曾經在HK工作過兩年多吧!

Found it!

I found my iPod!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was hiding underneath the document tray on my desk. I am soooooooo sooooooooooooooo sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo thankful to have found it!

Dear iPod.... where are you??????

My iPod has been missing for 2 days already! I can't recall where I have put it. All I can remember is that I had it on Friday night, and can't find it on Sat when I went out to fellowship. In the past, I have misplaced it again, but I was always able to find it somewhere, either in my bag, in the car, or on my desk at home. This time, I have searched everywhere, even did a carpet search in the car but still can't locate it!!!! Don't know why, but I have got a gut feeling that I won't see it again, and have to get a new one. =( It is sooo sooooo soooooooooooooooo devastating!!!!!!!!

How long should I wait b4 considering getting a new one???????????

1st Anniversary of my TW mission trip tomorrow!

Time flies. Tomorrow marks the 1st anniversary of my Taiwan mission trip. This past year has been a truly amazing journey. There were a lot of life changing moments as well. In the past year, I have decided to go into college, started life @ SMBC (although part-time), participated in different ministries at church, moved into a new office, and many more.

Tomorrow also marks the first anniversary of my friendship with my fellowship mission team mates. It has been great knowing each one of them. I hope our friendship will grow in years to come. I also hope that I might serve with some of you again in TW in the future!

The journey in the past year has been interested, and I am sure there are gonna me more challenges ahead of me on the journey. Nonetheless, I know that my Lord is with me each and every step of my journey and I am NEVER alone.

I hope and pray that I will continue to grow in the Spirit in the next 365 days and beyond. When the 2nd anniversary of comes around, I hope that it also means that I am a step closer to going back to serve in TW for good.

Lord, please mold me and shape me according to Your will.

Please refer to the following link for details of my 2006 Taiwan mission trip.

http://www.hkflash.com/diary/diary.asp?id=md

期待...

期待著你的出現．我相信在茫茫人海裡面，衪已經會我預備了最好的，預備了你．不知道到什麼時候才能與你遇上，但願我學會安靜等候，因為我知道衪為我預備的你將會是最好的．

父神，求袮教我怎樣安靜等候，在等候的當中在袮裡面得著平安與喜樂．求袮教我在袮裡面得著滿足．父神，願袮監察孩子的需要，傾聽我有聲無聲的呼求．父神，等候的日子真的不易渡過．求袮教我怎樣去好好面對．　Amen!

Wonderful wedding....

I received an email from Jenn today which includes a link to her wedding photos. She looks sooooo sooo sweet and happy in them! Both Thomas and Jenn looked GREAT!

Rainbow => Promises...

I saw a rainbow while driving to work the other day. It is so beautiful. I love seeing rainbow. Every time I see a rainbow, I am reminded of the covenant between God and the earth. As stated in the verses below which can be found in Genesis 9:12-16.

And God said, "This is the sign of the covenant I am making between me and you and every living creature with you, a covenant for all generations to come: I have set my rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between me and the earth. Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will remember my covenant between me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life. Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth."

God's covenant and promises never fail! Praise the Lord!

Long time no see....

After losing contact for nearly 7 yrs, I called Kit today on his cell phone in HK. It is such a surprise for him (and I am suprise that I called him too!) I got the number from Wesley, who happened to bump into him at Admiraty today! Wesley has only been back in HK for a month or so... what a coincident, right?

So many things have happened in the past 7 yrs.....at least a lot of things have happened in my life, a lot of changes, and challenges.

It was nice catching up with Kit. After all, we used to be close friends. We spent so much time together while I was working in HK... there are surely a lot of fun memories. =) Like Halloween at Lang Kwai Fong, camping at Lantau island, numerous afternoon teas at the cafe in CWB, shopping at Sogo, bowling at SCAA..... there were all fun times!

Will we keep in touch from now on?

Friends...

Things happened in the past few months have led me into wanting to search for the true meaning of friendship. Coincidentally, I read the follow passage on a friend's blog:

Many of us choose friends loosely, like magnets, cling on to anything that comes to us. But friends actually shapes us, molds us, and sometimes, are mirrors of who we are. One can easily know what kind of a person they are simply by looking around and see who their friends are. If they are gossipers, so are you… if they are worldly, then so might you be as well. As strong of a character you might be, friends have great influences on one another. On political views, religious views, and where you like to eat. Choose each friend as life time friends, not only can you have fun with them, but as people you can learn from, people you want to disciple, and people you want to be brothers or sisters with…

I very much agree with what this friend wrote. I think we are shape by friends around us. I believe that life influences life, either in a good way and a bad way. The people we hangs out with are really like a mirror, reflecting who we are. So, what kind of friends do you hang out with?

Recent photos

It has been a while since I have posted any post with my photos. Just thought I'd post one with my straighten hair. These photos were taken with Jan (and Bev) when she was in town a few weeks ago. It was so great catching up with you, Jan!

Once was blinded, but now I see!

Thank you Lord for the opportunity for me to find out the truth!

Now I understand why things have happened the way it did between me and DT. There were a lot of things about DT that I didn't know, and I am glad that I am now able to put all the jigsaw pieces together to see the whole picture. The process of finding out the truth hasn't been that enjoyable and easy though, but I am glad that I have got the answers to a lot of the questions which I couldn't figure out.

As much as I am disappointed with the whole situation, I feel sorry for DT as well. There must be something inside him that is causing him to behave and reacted in the way he did. I really hope that one day, he will come to realised what true meaning of friendship is.

Although I feel a bit hurt by all that happened, but at the same time, I think it was a good lesson for me. Perhaps I was trusting people too easily and came off guard too easily. Perhaps it is a good reminder for me to be more observant of how people is really like and not rush into things. Regardless, I am most thankful that I am learning the truth now than later.

Thank you Lord for helping me and guiding me through while I was lost throughout these few months. I trust that you are in control of all things and I pray that people will find out what the truth is and how everyone is. Lord, please guard my heart and grant me wisdom in knowing how to deal with DT and his friends at vball from now on.

Wonderful....

Autumn in Sydney is truly an enjoyable time of the year. The weather was perfect on the weekend. The sky was blue, the sun was warm, the breeze was nice, the temperature was just right. It was perfect!

I am really thankful for such wonderful weather, cos it made me happy. It is such a great feeling waking up to such nice weather. For 3 days in a roll now, I woke up praising God for His wonderful creation. His works are truly magnificent.

The past weekend is the 2nd weekend since DT and I had the massive argument. We haven't really been talking to each other in the last 2 weeks. I guess he is still feeling uncomfortable about me, perhaps he can't be friends with someone whom he has gone out with? Honestly, it feels weird that he doesn't like talk to me anymore. We used to chat so often in the past. Oh well, I still consider him a friend although I don't agree with how he handles things at times. I really hope that one day, he will come to know the real me and realised what type of girl I am. I guess as friend, I have to have patience in re-building the friendship with him. I trust that God is overlooking all things and He surely will work things out according to His plan and provides what is best for me.

A wonderful weekend! Thank you!

Spending 3 days with brothers and sisters, living together, learning, sharing, and praising God together was surely a wonderful way of spending a weekend. Thank you Lord for giving us another wonderful Manna camp. Thank you for the much needed break; time out from the busyness of life to spend time with you Lord. You are truly an AWESOME God. You know what I need, and you certainly listen to our prayers. Thank you Lord for strengthening me and helping me, and guiding me.

Thank you also for Rev. & Mrs Leung. Thank you for the messages you delivered to us through Rev. Leung. Father, I pray that you will continue to bless Rev. Leung in his ministries, providing strength and wisdom from you.

Father, I continue to pray for wisdom with dealing with others, praying that I will not be self-focus when I relate with people. Help me to learn to love others whole hearted, and not asking for self gratification. Father, I continue to pray for wisdom in knowing how to be friends with DT again. I sincerely commit this matter into your hand and pray that you will guide me through according to Your will.

We didn't make it to the final!

Our team lost the match tonight, which means that we won't be in the Grand Final next week! Tonight's match is actually the first match our team has ever lost in the whole season! But then the Giants team played really well. They were doing GREAT as a team and has certainly improved a lot.

I guess we were stressed about the game from the beginning. A lot of us were tired/ sick. I certainly wasn't feeling 100% for the game. I didn't think I play well tonite. I have done much better than how I played tonite. I guess I was feeling a bit anxious tonite, ços it was the first time I got to see DT after our big argument on Tuesday night. I didn't know how I will react or how he would behave, but luckily, I think I did well, and he was trying to be friendly as well.

God is truly an amazing God, and I know it is Him how is healing me and helping me get through things and not focused on DT anymore. I am still treating him as a friend, but I have certainly down graded him a lot.... into the 'normal' friends category. I guess that is what he wanted, and the most comfortable category for him. :)

I guess to me, it doesn't really matter anymore. I just want to be able to enjoy myself at volleyball or when we hang out with friends. I do hope that one day, DT and I can be 'normal' again and we can enjoy each others company and really hang out as friends. Perhaps starting from scratch is the only way. I know that I am off to a fresh new start already, but I guess it might take DT some time to get there.

I guess if I really want him as a friend in the future, I have to learn to be patience, and give him time to settle things and sort things out. I am most thankful for all the wonderful God sent angels which have helped me through, pray with me, and chatted with me when I was so confused, and frustrated with the situation. When I look back at things, I know that I am exposing myself into such devastation, as I wasn't letting go of my control and letting God leads. I am so grateful that I am starting to be 'me' again. :)

Having drinks at New Town tonite with the gang was REALLY enjoyable. I don't know if DT enjoyed it or not, but I have certainly enjoyed myself. I had a chance to chat with TL tonite, as I was sitting next to him at drinks. To my surprise, he was acting quite normal tonight, and I actually enjoyed my conversation with him! I guess I am starting to see other sides of him, and that is somehow changing my -ve impression of him. As time goes by, I am getting to know TL, Webber, and Janet much better. They can be quite friendly at times, but sometimes they are just not willing to open up to others.

The Thai food we had tonite from Sumalee was GREAT. I wasn't really hungry, so I only ate a little bit, but the guys have truly enjoyed themselves (esp. DT I guess! :)). It was truly enjoyable. If I can have dinner with DT in the future in such great atmosphere, and that we can talk normal and not go into any sort of argument, that would be soooooooooooo GREAT! I guess I just have to be patience and look forward to that day to come.

I can really tell that I am recovering, and I a soooooooo happy about it. :) Thanks for everyone who showed love and care (and concern) towards me in the last little while. Don't worry, I am ok now... and no matter what happen, God is there to watch over me, rite? I know I trust in a faithful God and He is faithful no matter what issues I am facing in life. This I really believe. I do hope that things are gonna be better and better from this point onwards. I really pray that I will have the wisdom to stay focused on God and nothing else.

Want to pray for DT too that one day, he will turn back to the Lord, and be able to enjoy the fullness of life in Him, the joy and peace of His gift of salvation.

Dunno what will happen in the next season... and which team I will play in yet.. but I am certainly looking forward to improving my skills and become a better player than what I am now. =)

Time to go.

The last 2 moths or so have surely been stressful and draining for me. I can't remember the last time I am this emotional. Perhaps there are personality clashes between us, perhaps, I have too much expectation of our relationship (either as friends or). I am tired....... extremely tired!

I can't recall another time when I am feeling as tired in dealing with another friend.... perhaps we can't be good friends.....perhaps it is not what you want.

As I said, it feels as if I am the only one treasuring and holding onto things. Thank you for sharing part of your private world with me for taking me to the dog park for breakfast. It was an enjoyable experience.

I have always looked forward in spending time with you, but things are telling me that it is time for me to go. I tried, but I have not succeeded.

I will surely miss you, and the time we spent together... Bye D............

你會想起我嗎?

將會有一個多星期見不到你，感覺真的有點怪．'Cos we have been seeing each other 3-4 times a week on average in the last 2 months or so. 你曾經講過你對我太好，我也覺得你對我很好，但我總覺得你對很多人（esp. gals)也是這樣．也許，自從你選擇了不跟我一起以後，我就一直覺得我對你來說跟本沒有什麼特別．也許，我只是一個揮也揮不掉我朋友而已．

有時候，我真的很想知道你對我的感覺是怎樣的．我是一個你所珍惜的人，還是我個可有可無的朋友？Am I really a pretty girl as you said? 在你見不到我的日子裡，你會想起我嗎？

我知道我會想你．．．Perhaps this is the much needed break for me to really think about what this all means to me... will this break leads to another ending?

Grey's Season 3

BTW, I have finished watching all of Grey's Season 3. GREAT STUFF! I really enjoyed it. Thanks DT for getting me the DVDs.

Morning walk with Indy...

I still get to see you quite a lot these days, as friends, but it feels like we are no longer communicating in the way we used to. Perhaps that is how things should be, right from the start. At times, I don't know what I should say, or what I should ask. I am scare of asking the wrong thing and annoy you again! I don't know how open up you would be, and what I should or shouldn't ask. I guess staying friends is not as easy as I thought it would be...

I enjoyed this morning though..... it was fun, although we didn't get to chat much. It is so strange. Even if we are doing something together, we don't really talk to each other. So strange man!!!

Oh well, thank you for buying me brekkie and taking me out for a walk. I know you have been shouting me a few times already. I promise I will treat you to a nice dinner one day, ok?

Grey's Season 3

Thank you for getting Grey's Anatomy Season 3 on DVD for me, DT. I have only got 1 out of the 3 discs at the moment, are you going to give me the other 2? or are you gonna not give those to me as a punishment?????

Hope to see you soon.

Miss you.....

I don't know why we end up where we are now. Everything just happened so quickly in the last 2 weeks, I didn't even have time to comprehend all that has happened.

As I mentioned, I don't regret meeting you, knowing you, and being with you, although very briefly! In a way, I should feel upset about things, but I don't want to be angry with you.... I don't even feel this way.... I just don't want to lose you as a friend.

Will we ever be able to get back to where we were before Valentine's Day? I really hope that we can be cool friends again..... just like how we were. You are so fun to be with, and I truly enjoy your company. =)

I am kinda looking forward to Tues and Thurs.... as I will probably see you... but then I am also worry that I don't know how you will react. Are we still in good speaking terms? Can we still joke around as we did in the past?

I just hope and pray that things will get back to normal between us........